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Medical Update

July 2nd, 2018
I’ve been botox for 2 months. It’s reduced the severity of my migraines by one or two pain points but not frequency. Apparently round two should be better. I get my next round the 24th. So I should know in August (it takes about 2 weeks to kick in) if it’s going to work for me or not. I’m skeptical at this point. I want it to help but it’s hard when you’re in pain all the time and nothing seems to stick. My last round of nerve block injections I had 9 migraines. The nerve blocks last for 10 days, so apparently it’s not working anymore. I got my nerve blocks the day before Dark’s Odyssey’s Fusion (kink camp) but I was sick and had a migraine every single day. One day I even got two! Ugh. I ended up leaving early because I just couldn’t handle it anymore. I did however learn two new skills. Needle play and using a single tail. Single tail I can practice at home to perfect the strikes. Needles require someone to play with but it’s a really fun way to make someone have an adrenaline rush. I’m happy I got to learn something new and be around kinky people even if I didn’t get to participate much. It still feels warm and fulfilling.
I really appreciate all of the support and well wishes from everyone. It’s nice knowing so many people care and are rooting for me! I’m certainly not giving up.

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I’m Frustrated

April 23rd, 2018

Today is rough. Last week I was on a course of intense steroids for 6 days to attempt to reduce the severity of my migraines, I had to switch other anti-migraine meds, and was basically reduced to a high and low emotional mess. One minute I was fine, the next I would be sobbing because I loved my cat so much that I couldn’t cope with all of my emotions due to the steroids. It turned out to be a complete waste of time and money as it unfortunately did nothing for me. But it’s checked off the list I suppose.

After a year of waiting I was finally able to be treated by the georgetown neurology clinic which only deals with headache and migraine patients. This month is going to be pretty intense, I’m with a panel of doctors now working together to try and get this chronic pain under control. I’m undergoing a MRI, a sleep study, nerve-block injections, and finally, botox.

I started two new medications this weekend and can’t take as many drugs to abort the pain once they start because of rebound effect. I can’t even take excedrin or alieve. Not being able to squeeze my pain relief security blanket is scary and the withdraws are pretty bad.

Lastly I have to get on birth control to stop my periods all together because hormones are the devil for me and cause a lot of migraines. And I get to see a psychiatrist and therapist as recommended by my panel of doctors because my anxiety and depression is at an all time from high being in pain every day and basically not able to do much social activity. I’m not even working anymore. I’m a bed potato and it sucks.

I miss volunteering, I miss working, I miss hiking around D.C., I miss working out. I just miss life and feel like it is running by me.

I’ve been pretty MIA lately and this is why (for those of you wondering), and chronic pain awareness is important because it effects everything is someone’s life. It’s completely drained me, oh yeah, and I can’t even reach for my energy comfort, coffee, because it also can effect headaches. I get one cup a day now. BUT STILL. I LOVE COFFEE AND WANT IT ALL THE TIME. So please be patient while doctors play guinea pig on me. I try to post happy and fun stuff on social media because I need to try and smile even if I feel like death on the inside.

The only commitment I currently make is Risque at The Crucible. It’s the 2nd Saturday of the month. It’s a lively dungeon play party with quirky themes and demo stations for newbies and seasoned veterans. I run the sybian with my girlfriend, Kat. Stop by and say “hello” if you’re there. This event is easy for me because it’s only for a few hours and if I get sick Kat can take over for me. Plus it gets me out of the house.

 

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I’m Sick.

February 22nd, 2018

This is hard to admit, but I am not doing well right now.

I’ve been suffering from severe chronic migraines since I was a teenager. Calling them “headaches” doesn’t do them justice; I can’t take aspirin or ibuprofen to help with the pain, I can barely function when they hit, and the recovery is slow and leaves me vulnerable to rebound migraines for hours or days afterwards. I have to spend most of my time walking on eggshells, babying myself and avoiding many of my favorite activities.

I want to be healthy so. badly. I spend most of my days hiding in a dark room, listening to the low hum of a white noise machine while I sip Pedialyte and try not to vomit or pass out from the pain. If I’m lucky, I get two days per week of normal-ish functioning.

I have 10 different medications on me at all times in case a migraine hits. Sometimes the meds do nothing, and I end up in the ER because the nausea is so intense I’m unable to keep pills or liquids down. Even when the meds do work, they leave my brain foggy, zap all my energy, and turn me into a vegetable. I can’t drive, make simple decisions, or remember much of what happens around me. I’ve been on countless other preventative medications and tried a lot of lifestyle changes, but nothing has worked so far. And some of the preventative side effects have been almost as bad as having the migraine anyway.

To reduce the likelihood of a migraine, I’ve tried to identify what can trigger them. So far my list is:

low blood sugar
birth control
hormone changes around my cycle
stress
flying
too much sleep
too little sleep
wine
barometric pressure changes (more than 0.20 milibars per day)
strong chemical smells
severe climate changes
heavy smoke
dehydration
physical labor
and possibly certain foods

I’m very active on migraine blogs and have tried countless remedies in an attempt to get relief. I receive emails from people offering me advice and I truly appreciate it. Here’s what I’ve done so far:

Lots of medications (too many to list – if you’ve heard of a migraine med assume I’ve done it)
acupuncture
massage therapy
yoga
over hydrating (seriously, I drink tons of water)
baths
essential oils
exercise
seeing a regular chiropractor
sphenopalatine ganglion (SPG) nerve blocks
CBD oil
every over the counter medicine or migraine remedy I’ve encountered

What I’m trying this year:

Botox (I’m waiting on my neurologist to see if we can try it)
…And whatever else my doctors recommend. I have a panel of neurologists looking after me. It took a year to get into their care but it’s one of the best in the country.

My mental health has suffered significantly because I’m sick all the damn time. Being barely able to function makes me feel awful and guilty. The pain, depression, and anxiety pull me into a downward spiral of negativity and wreck any attempts at productivity.

I’m often so weak that I have to rely heavily on my poly/kink family. They are my world, and I am so thankful to have them in my life. When we go out they make sure I have water and snacks, and they watch out for me to make sure I’m feeling ok as the night progresses and I expend what energy I do have. When we stay in, they play video games and watch awful reality tv with me to help distract me, and they take turns rubbing my head and shoulders to help ease the pain. They let me cry, vent, and take me to doctors appointments or hospitals when I’m too sick to function. I’ve always valued my independence, strength, and my ability to lead and get shit done. Not being able to fulfill that strong leader-type of role is really messing with my sanity. It’s very difficult for me to ask for help, admit that I’m sick, and not shine the way I normally do. Simply put, my mind is fierce and strong and my body just isn’t keeping up. I feel like I’m too young and have too much life to live to be inside and in pain all of the time.

But, I’m not a quitter. I’m a problem solver and a hard worker. I’ll figure out a way to make this work and shine again. Sessions are hard for me these days, but I’m actively trying to do more. If you’re looking for services from me, keep emailing me once a month to see how I’m doing. I want to see you, I just can’t when I’m only 20% okay. You deserve me when I’m able to give you 100% of my creative, sadistic self. I don’t do half measures – it’s not how my brain works.

I also get a lot of requests offering help when I’m sick, for massages, food runs, errands, etc. I really appreciate the offers but I’m not generally in a state to receive them. I prefer to hide in a cave only exposing myself to those I trust. You don’t want to serve a Queen who has been in pajamas all day, hasn’t done her hair or makeup and can barely function – and even if you don’t mind, I do. I prefer not to be seen in that light, even by my favorite submissives.

There are a few flavors of help that I’m comfortable accepting in my weakened state: Come to my live channel and hop in chat and talk to me! Send me a nice email. I put things on my wishlist that help like food items, Uber gift cards, etc. Follow my social media and leave nice comments. Just be a decent human being. I notice these things, and I’ll recognize and reward for your kind acts of service when I’m feeling better.

Thanks for listening.

-SL

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Life Update

March 24th, 2017

Life. is. good.

November and December are always a blur thanks to my birthday and the holidays. The most memorable moment was being thoroughly spoiled at the mall during a Christmas session in Orlando with a long-time client. Teasing and torturing someone who has been so loyal and caring over the years is always a delightful experience for me.

January and February were incredibly busy, but March has slowed down. I’m currently in Philly with my best friend who is undergoing a fairly complicated surgery. I’ve been her nurse and caregiver since March 12th. Being raised in the South didn’t prepare me for all this snow. I don’t know how people deal with this weather. The calm beauty of a blizzard is nice but I’ve been freezing my tail off. I just want to stay in bed or in a hot bath all day long. I need to gear up before I embark on another snowy adventure.

Most people are surprised that I have such a tender bedside manner when in Nurse Scarlett mode. It’s a role I take on only for those closest to me, but I do enjoy it. My organizational skills and comfort giving orders make me an effective caretaker. It doesn’t hurt that I don’t mind bodily fluids or blood either. 😉

However I *am* going a bit stir-crazy because the blizzard has kept us cooped up inside so much. There’s also a kink in my neck from napping in my friend’s hospital room. But it’s a small price to pay for being able to care for a dear friend in their time of need.

 

 

 

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The Dirty Thirties

November 22nd, 2014

This month, November 28th to be exact, I turn 30 years young! Despite my suffering health this year has been relatively awesome. I have a fully equipped dungeon that I’m able to share with subs, lovers, and friends. I have three furry children who look up to me as their adoptive Mom. And I still get to be my own boss, which I’ll admit, is superior than most bosses. 😉

 

If you’ll feeling generous I have a wishlist online via amazon which ships directly to my house. It can be found at  http://amzn.com/w/1G4VVZT8MPBMX

 

I love cards and hand written letters. I save all of them. Bring me one when you come serve me.

Scarlett Lush

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Post Birthday Appreciation Post

Posted in birthday, birthday bitch, lush, model, personal, scarlett, scarlettlush  by ScarlettLush
December 17th, 2013

Since my Birthday was on Thanksgiving I still haven’t had time to properly celebrate with friends. And now it’s getting close to Christmas, but I still appreciate the warm birthday wishes and gifts. So with that, thank you for everything you do. Without good submissives I would have no one to dominate.

Enjoy the holidays.

XOXO

-Scarlett Lush

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April 12th, 2013

Good evening my fellow kinksters.

I’ve had a busy year so far. I have moved, attended two out of state kink conventions, hosted many parties, and have been working on setting up my studio.

In February for valentines weekend I went to D.C. to attend Dark Odyssey’s: Winter Fire. I’m not a girly girl who celebrates that holiday anyway and I would much rather be playing in a dungeon.

I took some creative classes, met some really interesting people, and had a few awesome scenes.

I met with two young ladies named Kitten and Princess who were pretty new into the kink scene who were looking to be co-topped that weekend. They expressed interest via email before the convention and we met in the lobby before partaking in our erotic scene. After we discussed safe words, desires, and ideas we separated for a few hours. I went back to my room to change while they went off for their first date of the night. We met up in a few hours. I instructed them to remove all of their clothing right in the middle of the hotel common area. I strapped on two leashes and led them around looking for the perfect spot to tie them up. I settled on a large metal overhang. Since they were dating I wanted the scene to be focused on both of them receiving pleasure and pain at the same time. One of my pets was there to lend at hand. If only I had a clone! So we had them stand side-by-side facing the opposite of each other. They held hands and we secured their bond with pink hello kitty duct tape. On top of their leather boots we attached leg cuffs. The outside hand was secured with rope wrapped around the pole. We added blindfolds to increase the senses. I rigged up my Tens Unit device, attached electro pads to the inside of their thighs using the same connector wire. So whenever I cranked it on, they would feel the waves of electricity at the same time on the same spot of their legs. This made for some nice squealing and jumping around whenever I was feeling like cranking on the box. It was my own little magical screaming device and I loved every second of it. Various implements were applied to their backs, thighs, and ass using floggers, canes, of course… biting! I love biting. I took turns kissing and biting them. My pet and I moved in rotation, synchronized adding more intensity as time moved on. Finally we pulled out the hitachi. We moved on to teasing more and more until they were basically whimpering. We let them both orgasm and collapse on the ground. I cuddled them both and fed them girl scout cookies for after care while my pet cleaned up our huge wet mess. We all enjoyed the scene and each others company so much that after 20 minutes of resting we decided to do round 2. I’m a huge fan of violet wand play and since they had barely any experience with it we decided to lay them side by side on a table, yet again holding hands creating a current and let them experience all that I had to offer. After about 3 or 4 hours of solid play I was exhausted. It was a fantastic and memorable night. I went back to my room for a bubble bath and rest.

How was your valentines day?

 

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New Store!

August 22nd, 2012
I’ve been working really hard the past month putting together a new humiliation store. Check it out and spread the word. Also, the first person to buy a clip at my new store gets a free CUSTOM VIDEO made! http://clips4sale.com/studio/57621

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Fetishcon 2012

August 14th, 2012
Fetishcon, what a weekend. It was so crazy, yet flew by too quickly. I ran into some familiar faces and met new ones. And got a few great pictures along the way.
My hotel mates were the fabulous Sydney Screams, Whitney Morgan, and Lauren Kiley. Although we did not get a picture of all three of us together Sydney welcomed me in my making out with me while I peed in the toilet. This happened within the first hour of arrival. Welcome to fetishcon.
A picture of Sydney Screams, myself, and Whitney Morgan from late last year.
A picture of Sydney Screams, myself, and Whitney Morgan from late last year.
The beautiful Lauren Kiley.
The hours turned into a blur as I worked and shot back to back all weekend. The few breaks I had I enjoyed getting a foot worship session, a quick foot massage, or running around tickling girls.
I got an amazing massage and foot worship session from the legendary Sole-Assassin. He was a total sweetheart and great with his hands. I even let him snap a few pictures of me post massage.
 Ashley Fires, myself, and Missy Rhodes took plenty of time to giggle and play around in the clipsforsale booth over the weekend.
Kenny Lee snapped this photo of me teasing/tickling/licking Mizz Amanda Marie. Dr Clockwork tied her up and it didn’t take long for me to pounce on her. What sexy lady.
Myself,  Craig from RAO Entertainment, and Jason Ninja of Bratty Foot Girls snapped a quick photo before running off to shoot.
Sole-Assassin and Q’s Your Man both took a pic with me at the meet and greet.
Myself, Jason Ninja, The awesome guy who makes leather but I forgot his store name, Sarah DiAvola
Redheads can’t seem to resist each other. The lovely Scarlett Lush and Shauna Ryanne.  She left a bite mark on my ass that lasted the whole weekend. Naughty girl.
Tickle Cuties snapped this pic of Serene Isley and myself getting tickle revenge on our boss, Jacquelyn Velvets.
Pantyhose Jon kissed my feet while his stunning fiance, Alexis Grace took a pic.
Saturday Night I took a break to head out to the fetishcon after party. This was my outfit. These shoes were attention grabbers but very difficult to dance in. Luckily I had subby boys to rest my feet on and massage them all night long.
I finally got a volunteer to get trampled by three ladies! Ashley Fires, Amadahy, and myself.
I barely got any sleep, giggled the whole time, and really enjoyed this year. I can’t wait for next year to come so I can see my kinky family.

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April 12th, 2012

A pathetic sub decided to hand himself and his manhood over to me today. He is now locked in chastity and I own all of the keys. To read what it’s like to live his new life head over to his blog.

http://chastitydumbass.blogspot.com/

If you wish to be locked up send me an email.

scarlettlush@gmail.com

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